Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Saturday, August 27, 2011

#feeling good



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Hello, i feel so blessed today! Went gym and casting with my boy in the morning. Came home at 4 and had a comfortable nap until 7pm. This is life :) So beautiful.


Another thing that comes to my mind now is, I'm so proud of my high school buddy, Christine! She earned herself 10k at our age man. How cool is she :) Really wanna be like her, work hard for the future.

I love 2nd sem subjects! Especially English & Social Psychology. The lecturers are so interesting :D Gonna work hard for my results too! It's stated in my everyday's to-do-list

When darling was busying at his church, i youtube to pass my time. It has been long since i listen to nice songs. And i did today! That's why i said 我的耳朵現在很幸福 in twitter. I'm addicted to hebe & ah fu. Their voices are so chio. So nice to listen to! Btw, i'm so gonna work harder for my body after watching hyuna & GNA. My godness.. How can they be so gorgeous!


Lastly,
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this guy made me feel so safe and loved. I love you gene ♡ I think i already anchored myself to you.







Thursday, June 30, 2011

Happening

So today, suppose to be a GREAT DAY..

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I'm still having my one month holiday :D Imma happppppyyyyy staying at home!


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i'm so freeee to do funny faceeeee :3


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& darling ee ee is tooo free and she do a ?!?! face


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my current addiction :B

At noon, i met my uncle at Kepong. He brought me to a car workshop to fix my car. FYI, i got into an accident ytd, a minor one. The car behind me bang me. There's nothing big. Just that my car is so smelly now, my milo split in my car :( When i reached home, i pandai pandai open my gate big & planned to park my car in my hrs. While my car was entering the gate, suddenly it stuck at the pillar (*&(*^&$^%%()*!!!!!! & my car hurts like this....


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TADA! the front part.. SHYT T__T
im so clumsy :( my parents and my bf are right :( haihhh
I quite pissed at myself, phoned my father and told him about it. Surprisingly he comforted me instead of scolding :) & thanks baby boy for cheering me up.





My main purpose of blogging today is to share you guys about my yesterday :D ♥♥♥
29 June 2011
Baby texted me in the morning, asking me to go to his house so that we both can have breakfast together before he go to school. So after chilling in his house, he planned not to go coll bcz he had to complete his assignment within that day. We had "Zhu Chiong Fan" @ Maluri :D yummy! After that, he brought me back to my house to change and pack. We're heading to FRIM (photography session for his assignment)! :D


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he was so surprised to know FRIM is that pretty :D he rarely come here!



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breeezingggg :3


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both of us dress alike that day :D white top with same type of pants!!
hAPPY HAPPY :D


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we stopped at the waterfall, had plenty of photos here :D



ily <3
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ sayang~ :3


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seeeeeee!!!we dressed alike



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I personally love this photo a lot!!! so pretty right, the colour the sunlight the person inside :P


At night, me and his whole family had dinner together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOAH
I'm so nervous and so happy inside :*) Feel good knowing that his family accept me :) heeeee We had bak kut teh at Kepong. yorr, im so happy now writing bout this :D:D:D eheheheh!!
After the dinner, me went mandy's house, guiding her to study Malaysian Studies. Din really help, we talked and camwhore a lot! HAHA long time no talk maa~


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this woman!


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she's a poser wei. I nid to learn from her asap!



In short, YESTERDAY WAS A GREAT DAY :D The first time having dindin with his family <3 gladdd~~ TEEHEEE!!!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

The long lost girlfriend

Hola awesome people :D I'm no longer miss procrastinate, i found my blogging mojo! Ive been updating almost everyday recently. Thanks to the study break Rock On Smiley Sign


Last Saturday (11.6.11), me and my ex-tuition bestie met up at desa park city :D It had been a while since i talk to her :*) How nice to meet her up that day. ヽ(´▽`)/
Both of us had our girl's talk for 3 hours non-stop! We shared bout our college life, love story and whatever that happened recently. She's that kind of girl who rely on people a lot, glad that she found a boyfriend who's my secondary school mate -.- how coincident is it :D faith :)


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Both of us occupied the seat for 3 hours at 32'F Shaver
& this is Chu han's chocolate flavour :D



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& this is mine :D milk flavour
thanks jeenvern for the recommendation, this is tzeee BOOMM!!
love the toppings :D



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jeenvern, the smart ass :P


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We walked out from the dessert shop to the outdoor :)
i always love it when the sky painted with redish/purple-ish colour



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We took quite many photos but i only allow me to post up some!
Thanks to my fatty round face HEHEHE



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this is taken when i keep complaining about my face :D
HAHAHAH this chuhan said that i should hiding behind her :P


I truly enjoy the moment we spent together, talking, sharing thoughts and feelings. This is what a friendship does - Supporting each other :D And i found out that every girl is the same :) No matter how strong how independant is she, once she falls in love, she's weak and crazy in love! HAHA


For today (16.6.11), i loveee my gene gene more & more & more :) today is another lovely day :3

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Heart to heart talk :)

I enjoy talking to the boyfriend yesterday night. We met up to have "tong sui" and to see each other =) Randomly, we talked a lot. It's not that we dont talk in the usual day, but this time, he told me all the big small matters that have been kept inside his heart, and i told him something that i really want him to know. Surprisely he told me that im his priority. This really surprise me as i never have a thought that im his first place :*) I'm so glad, finally i feel so secure in that moment. I know right, this joee just react too much sometimes. I just love him. He gave me a bucket of honey yesterday, we dated like we just started dating. It was so sweet. :) He look at me when i talk, and i just cover his eyes! So shy when he look at me like that *blush* I'm really concern about his health. His back aching and i cant help him, feel so bad when i see him twisting his neck and his back. He cant even sit still because he's not feeling well :(

I miss him already :*(


& im tumblr-ing now. & i found out that there's one of my friend wrote somthing bout herself in her tumblr. I just read it. We are so alike, the way we feel the way we think. Sometimes i feel like writing something but i just cannot make it. I dont know how to express myself in words.
So, i just copy some of her sentence in tumblr :) Love it, i feel like she's just another me sometimes.


Hubby boy, im looking forward to have another heart to heart talk with you soon.



Lovesss,
jojojo

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Favourite song =)




The lyric is mad awesome, make my heart aches & make the tears drop :)



When a day is said and done,
In the middle of the night and your fast asleep, my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
telling myself Im the luckiest man alive
Cause so many times I was certain you was gonna walk out of my life (life)
Why you take such a hold of me girl
when Im still trying to get my act right.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what I have to offer.
I shouldnt be in season, guess you could see I had potential.
Do you know your my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love collapsed
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when Im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause I cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue)

Ask myself why is you even with me,
After all the shit I put you through,
Why did you make your heart song wit me
Its like youre living in an igloo
But baby your love is so warm it makes my shield melt down (down),
And everytime were both at war,
You make me come around.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want
I dont see, what I have to offer for.
I shouldnt be in season,guess you could see I had potential.
Do you know your my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/statue-lyrics-lil-eddie.html ]

Each and everytime our love collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when Im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause I cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue)
And youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, never. (Stuck like a statue)

Every single day of my life I thank my lucky stars,
God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart.
Cause theres no explanation,cant solve the equation
Its like you love me more than I love myself.

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when Im lost for words,
everytime i disappoint you
Its just cause I cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (You are the reason,)
Stuck like a statue. (The reason for living,)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (The reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (Youre so beautiful)
And youre so beautiful. (And I want you to feel it)
Stuck like a statue. (Cause so bad Im needing)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Youre the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (Youre so beautiful)

When a day is said and done,
And in the middle of the night youre fast asleep, my love...

Im the luckiest man alive

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

神經化

我最近很不開心
整個人很情緒化
動不動就胡思亂想
我很辛苦
不懂要找誰訴苦
我的知己太遠了
我需要一個擁抱
我需要一個人來安慰我
我需要一個人每分每秒幫助我
我需要更多的勇氣
我需要motivation
我真的很需要一個人了解我的狀況
領導我邁向對的路
我需要一個對的指引
不想再聽到責罵
不想再待在這個地方
我很害怕
我的心情很亂
我不知道我自己想什麼
我很討厭現在的自己
我一直告訴自己要撐著

林祖兒﹐這只是你長大的一個挑戰
加油
我不會放棄﹐永遠都不會

Monday, November 15, 2010

明天我就毕业了。

我的天啊。明天我就毕业了。
说真的,我真的真的很不舍。想回去,好像才刚刚考完PMR。怎么一下子就毕业了呢?:*(
虽然我不喜欢校规的束缚,不喜欢 'ngam cam' 的校长,不喜欢无礼的老师,讨厌学校的拉拉,讨厌七早八早起来,讨厌乏闷的 POL,讨厌addmaths, 可是比起讨厌,我对这五年来的喜欢更多。

我们班很幸运,班导是 Firdaus,班长是 MengHern。老师多数都是好的,当然是除了 ‘黑猩猩’。
班上的大小事务都由我们的班长负责,副班长真的是废的。我们这些普通人过着无忧无虑的日子,什么也不用烦。有MengHern真好。

虽然我们班是第一班,看起来好像很厉害读书酱,尤其是那些Kai Yan & JeenVern等。不认识她们真的不懂她们有几废,有几无聊。虽然不是跟每一个同学都熟,可是我至少都和3/4的班友感情不错下。想一下以后不能听到Dylan的吵杂声,不能像以前全部人一起zat Goh Edric。。好像真的会很怀念。

我个人呢,最不习惯的将会是每天不能见到老Tine咯!那个女人每天在弄我笑,都是她在跟我闹!那个XingTi也是,以后可能不能每天躺她,不能欺负她了 :*( YanNi,没有一个人的表情可以好像她酱丰富,光看她的样子你都可以笑爆!KenKe,在我们当中的乖女孩,她每天准时完整功课,上课时听课,但是一起gossip绝少不了她 XD A Mei呢,这个真的超猛!记得以前你的学校三步曲 :睡觉,照镜子,上厕所!但是她的成绩一直都是很好的!她也很好笑,我真的很喜欢她~
haih,真的会很舍不得。




“肥到死” = firdaus :D
最好的班导啦!我的kelakuan在sijil perhentian sekolah才拿memuaskan =.=
都是因为袜子短,迟到的小罪名。
谢谢他咯,把我的等级变baik =D
他这个人很随便,所以很容易相处。
说起来,我们也满熟的 XD



小学到现在的好朋友,臭老TINE! =D




我的超级好朋友!XingTi :D
她真的是我遇到最善良的~




最容易被误会的人,Yanni :D
她什么都放在心里的,她很懒得解释 xD
还好现在我很了解她了!哈哈




陈可可!!我喜欢她水水的肉 XD
更喜欢她这个人 =)



A Mei !! :D:D
我的好朋友 ;) 她真的很可爱的!since 你这么努力,希望你拿 full As 啦“妹妹”!





thong thong!! 今年受伤的朋友,受伤的理由更好笑!哈哈 XD




盐盐!
又能读,又能玩的朋友!=D




我的蔡嘉仪!!
虽然不同班,可是我还是酱爱她!!!
muaaksxs!!






都不懂明天会怎样的。。
我一定会哭到很惨吧?:*((
就让我们一起把这美好的五年做个最美丽的结局吧。
现在的我只可以那么说。
我的华语烂,如果你不明,就对不起咯!xD

God bless us :)




Sunday, September 19, 2010

emotionally distracted

Oh recently oh recently, i think im sick. Mentally sick. I got over-joy, over-pissed, over-moody, over-upset. FML
i dont know why this happen. Im so sensitive in things ;( that makes me feel so so bad.

物以稀为贵
my tear are valueable last time, but i dont dhk it is now.
my pillows are wet at night at most of the time, i just dont know why
i think bout so many bad stuffs that happens on me, family, friends, love, whats more? study.

Im so pissed. i hate myself sometimes
i need someone to rely on, i need that person so much
and i carve for it. i hope there'll be someone for me when im sad, i need someone to talk to, i need someone to comfort me HAHAHAH what's happening on me?
this year suppose to be a good year but why? what's going on with me? i just dont know


hahaha, my family
i got so speechless to them for being not understanding, selfish, self-esteem and etc
yea, im not a good child. your target is so damn high, i dont think teenagers now can reach it
im a outgoing person but i've controlled myself not to go out tat frequent already? what r u still blaming? did you see kids outside now? will you be a lil bit grateful for what im being now?
my attitude, you guys blame me for that.
i was just trying to protect myself, im not wrong, i wanna explain, but u guys just judge base on what u see! today incident as example
i help grandma to change her meal to chicken chop without sauce. i told that stupid white lady exactly what grandma wants and i RECOMFIRM already, i just dont know why the food came in different way. And what u did to me? scold me immediately..fark.
this is not my prob at all ! thanks god i stil have a sister who understand me well
we both cried in double one restaurant in the morning and the crowd is staring
wth


friends, thanks god we all pass the hard days together.
xingti and kahchuah are the one who forever give me supports and love
i love you guys


love, i dhk im annoying.



study,.............
spm is coming
i dhk im stress




can i have a better life?
fark it


Sunday, August 29, 2010

30 hours famine *Part II

*continue~~~~

We're actually having our Famine Challenge 1 :Survive past five! :D


the team mate again, snap photos on the way to the carpark =D




the game venue :D





random :D




the person is charge ;)




the girls and boys in a row :D




game starts =D
its somethings like moving front and behind acc to the ability to live
im in the green line at last which mean i can live more than 5 years old =D





this is the face after sweating :D
we all gather again in the main hall =D



this is kah chuah :D
credits to shu meen!! she can really take very nice photo of kahchuah =D








break time :D
after that, the second famine challenge started!!! :D
this is the best game of all =D



Famine Challege 2 - Living in the streets! =D
we are asked to buy 100foodpoints and earn as much money as we can
those foodpoints cost RM5 each and we have to earn money all by ourselves!
after getting the 100 foodpoints, the rest money we earn are used to compare with
other team to get top 5!



we were given newspaper to make our clothes and hat/cap/ whatever that hanging on our head
:D
everyone is doing good to make it a success , teamworks =D


after that, we went for "sleep" HAHAHA!!
This is to get a chop on our hand so that the "police" wont bring us to jail :D:D





cardbox as our blankets :D
we have to sleep 5 mins before working




chop are given on our arm :D




this is the jail HAHAHAHA!!
and some of the police :O *scare scare*




me and chuah are together at first :D
we went to collect ( shud be snatching ) bottles so that we can sell to get money!



HAHAHAH! me and kahchuah can get a lot from them,
there are newspaper and so many tin and various size bottles
but only 500ml bottles are accepted





suddenly, when we were heading to the place to get our $$,
we got caught by the police!!!!
aaaaaa!! know why?
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both of us are running like this !!
HAHAHAHAH
*actually the rule already stated that we cannot run during the game :X
however, both of us born with silver tongue too!! hahah
we defeat the police and escape from jail by persuading the police :D




& this is the place whr we play " msg passing " :D
there're 5 foods that we have to pass along 8 ppl
if everything is correct, we got RM10 for each of us :D:D





same to this but this time im no longer with chuah, she's lost!!
me with jia yao XD




HAHAHAH!! my friends jeen vern & min yen kena HIV +!!!





the "criminals" !!



i dunno why 3 of the teammates get into the jail too!!!
poor munn, see her face adi know XD





one of the punishment to get into jail :X





randomly jiayao get caught by the " dai ga jie" or gangster
he has been forced to be begger XD





inilah dai ga jie :X





the place whre we "sell our body" TT
me, kenke and shumeen been once! hohoh :S
actually we just have to read some articles bout HIV stuff den stay inside for 3mins only,
we DONT HAVE TO sell our body :D
this is dangerous as when the police came, we'll be caught :D
luckily 3 of us are lucky!





the ex kb-ians as the gangster who looks after the black market :S



how if the police came in?
















at last, we got ourselves 100 food points and earn bout RM425++ money!!!
there're lotsa games, the above one are just part of them :D



we're in our costume :D
munn, cat, kenke, muah :DD




ngau zai, jia yao & jian hong




shumeen, chuah, xingti :D





kenke has the coolest hat!! looks like hang tuah XD




group photos of us :D










3 of us have a red mark on our hand XD
err, bcz horr, we did smt betraying moral in the black market
like i stated before this :X



thanks tracy for snappin us the photos!!! :D
she has been running all the way during the 4 hours game :))




finally break =DD
and 3 of us with the group tag! =D





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munn :D



everyone resting le lu~




kenke & meow~! :D














FYI,its already 10pm!! and its not a sunday but saturday night :D
HEHE, psps :X
there's no more activities after that,
1030 pm onwards, all of crowd start washing up and go to "bed"



a picture with the mc, marcus :D



we were actually asking bout his career and what he studied in college.
he studying masscom too :O





the girls :D




after that, we gang back to the hall and gossip gossip XD
moustache girl from jeen vern! XD
but who knows suddenly marcus joined us =D
he shared his experience with us =D
so kind of him
*see kenke & cathssy, they are so happy to talk with the one they admired!! XD



:) its actually midnight





TO BE CONTINUE.... =D