Monday, August 18, 2014

59 months of love

We had so many great times being with each other. He is the only one who made me feel this way; so many of my smiles begin with him. ( ^ω^ )I fall for him unexpectedly five years ago, but now I plan to be with him forever. (^O^)

Good luck to every girls out there (^∇^)I sincerely hope everyone can have someone who can make you feel special in any way! 

Friday, July 11, 2014

Day 23

It's my final exam week! Have been really busy preparing for my papers.. Finally done with 4 subjects for this week, and leave another one more subject next week.

After my paper today, I went to meet up with BonZi and had lunch with her at the coffee club at subang parade. Bob joined us in the middle. She left us after our lunch and me & BonZi spent the whole day together doing funneh stuff. Had our dinner at some random Japanese restaurant at SS15. 

Around 11pm after BonZi session, I drive to meet gene at desa park. He was with Juni and ken doing their work. Very happy to see baby being so productive everyday. Proud of you! We went for supper after that because he was hungry :) he was telling me his whole day story and I did the same thing too :) 

After I done my shower, I lay on the couch and scroll my camera album. Saw some of my baby gurl's photo and they made me tears so much. Can't believe I did not see her and touch her for almost a month :'( still very sad about her death... Miss her so so much. How I miss the days when she waited me to come home everyday and sleep together. She is so cute and always so adorable in my eyes <3 I hope that I'm able to dream of her today.


Monday, June 30, 2014

12th day

Found this on my twitter :) I had realized that I need this lil fluffy ball in my life so much since years ago.. 
It is still so strange without you at home. Our house have became very clean since the day u went away but I prefer it when mummy had to urge us to mop the floor everyday because it was too sticky everywhere. & also I have not get used to not having you sleeping with me :( miss your snoring and your breathing near right beside my ears.. ❤️ Tiamo

Saturday, June 28, 2014


Just showered this big boy and brought him for a walk. He looked so satisfy :) 
Spotty smells like ee ee now! I was using ee ee remaining shower gel ☺️ 

Miss her so much! & I bet spotty too. 

Friday, June 27, 2014

7th day

All I Want // Kodaline 

All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
Cause if I could see your face once more
I could die a happy girl I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye
I die a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side

But if you love me
Why'd you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
And all I need is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody
Like you 

See you brought out the best of me
A part of me I've never seen
You took my soul and wiped it clean
Our love was made for movie screens

But if you love me
Why'd you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
And all I need is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody

But if you love me
Why'd you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
And all I need is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody
Like you 

What had brought me to listen to this song, that its lyrics resemble my feelings so much towards you on the 7th day. 

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

6th day

Have been staying in campus til night to rush assignments. Very productive - able to create one poster & flyer & also done my part for crisis report :)

Got home & realized I'm not the only one who feel lonely without ee ee, definitely not. I think spotty miss her so much more than me. They have been spending time together waiting for us to come home everyday :( it must be strange for him to not see ee ee for so many days :( need to love my baby boy more.

Sammy drop by to see me just now. Love him so much. & all the best for his carlsberg ad shooting! ❤️

Tuesday, June 24, 2014


It is a blessing to know someone who loves you unconditionally and make you feel like you are the special one. After losing my baby girl, I became so emotional that I can easily burst my tears whenever I mentioned about her. Thanks to my loving boyfriend who will never get tired of me, and shower me with more loves and comfort to make me feel better. Thanks to my little sister who loves me with so many cute ways such as surprising me with cuddles and so much more. Friends who constantly cheer me up, I appreciate very much.. Especially Bon who always ask about how am I doing even though she was traveling overseas. It was really heart-warming having everyone of you. 

I still miss ee ee a lot, really glad that I took a lot of her videos and photos when she was still with us. 

Monday, June 23, 2014

Day 3 Without You

Sunday, a day when i usually stay home all day long, which is also a day i used to spend most of my time snuggling you and fooling around with you. It feels strange without my baby girl at home. Every corners of my house reminds me of her; whatever she did in specific places are still etched in my mind.

How i wish i can have you in my arms again :'(

Thursday, June 19, 2014


The love of my life. She left me in the early morning today… I am really very sad…

July 2009 - June 2014

So many good memories we had together ❤️

Ee ee, I hope that you are at a better place and I believe we will meet again someday 🐻❤️🐨 

I'm very sure that this is a love that I can never let go. I will miss you so much :’(

Ee ee , rest in peace ❤️❤️❤️❤️ My love to you is eternity. 

Thursday, January 2, 2014

2013 in the blink of an eye

It is a brand new year again which also means, it is time for me to reminisce moments in 2013.

Welcomed 2013 with my dearie sis, bf & friends :)

Outing with beloved cousiee & had lotsa laughters :D

Cheap TGIF's lunch with my bonzi :P

William Uncle's Bday dinner ;)

It's CNY!

The valentine's 

Mummy's birthday :) bought her roses in the morning and arranged them in a vase

Traveled to Kyoto & Osaka, Japan w/ familia :)

 Met up with Mr Lim, my beloved Chemistry tutor :)

Went to grandpa's grave with familia :)

20th birthday ;)
Pre-celebration with my bonzi ♡ 

Xingti & KahChuah & Junnie planned a surprise for me :) Although it didnt went well but i appreciate you guys so much ♡ 

Amazing decoration by my beloved sister & bf ♡ 

Celebrate my birthday with my booooo @ KLCC xx ♡  missing you dearly

Dinner with my family & bf @ La Bodega, Bangsar, thank you ♡ 


Had buffet with my love @ Mandarin Oriental Hotel, thanks mama for the voucher ♡ 

Ken's Birthday ;)

Met up with my tuition buddy!! Honey honey :D

Me & Lia babe's first time donating bloood :P

Had fun in Oli's hostel :)

KTV with college buddies ;)

Funny dinner date!

KahChuah's 20th ♡ ♡ 

Had a chance to be in 17 Magazine, thanks to Karina :))


Baby's hardwork ♡ 

Bonzi's 20th ♡ ♡ 

Dating with Jaemie :)

Tioman Island with Uni buddies ;D

Solaris drinking with buddies ♡ 

Spontaneous dinner at Uncle Jang w/ Linda & Oli :D


French Play - Comedy PeterPan by us in french, imagine how hilarious it will be ;P

Youngest baby cousin had her 1st birthday ♡ 

Korean Food Dinner w/ buddies ♡ 

Outing w/ Bonzi :D

Yummy teriyaki with my baby boy ♡ ♡ 

Bryan & Daniel's Birthday Party

Being very hardcore for PR assignment D:

Published in 17 Magazine ;)

Granny's Birthday ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 

Had my first Henna Art :D

Satisfied with our PR Presentation!


Attend baby's convocation :) Thanks ah ken for picking me up!

Me & sis had dengue T^T

 IWC Dinner ;)

Baby sister's Birthday ♡ 

Celebrated with family at TGIF & Watami with me & gene :)
This day is also Euny's birthday  such a coincident :P

Cousie Rachel & Granny's mum birthday celebration :)
Went to club with cousies st8 after the celebration, it was epic ;P

Xingti's birthday eating vegetarian HAHAHA! 

 Mandarin Oriental Teatime date with bonzi 

Ramadhan Market with Oli XD

Ikea lunch date with Zhuo Xuin :D really glad to meet up with this boy after so long ;)


Rayna's farewell lunch before she fly to US for her studies ;')

Rayna's flyday ;"( I'm super glad that she is doing fine in US now.

Malacca Trip with fun fun people ;)

A&W day with boooo after supporting his lecturer performance ;)

 Paddington date with Xingti & Chuhan before Chuhan fly ;"(

 Sprained my ankle for the first time :/

Bonzi flyday ;'((

Singapore Trip with my baby,  ♡ 
Highlight of the month ;") Really enjoyed a lot spending with my love one 24/7.


Junnie's 20th surprise ;))

Hui Ying's 21st Birthday ;)

FRIM Day with the bunch :)) 

Oli's belated birthday lunch ;)

JiaYao's farewell ;")

My darling's flyday, & also junnie's, jiayao's, hongsheng's & fatty's flyday ;((
I'm so sorry that i had no time for my friends because i was busy crying for my boyfriend ;( it was really hard to say goodbye and not seeing your love one for so long. But I'm really glad we are doing very very well still 

Jeremy's 21st Birthday ;)

Took part in SCMKL with Xingti & Liang Liang :D

Received my darling's surprise on our 4th Anniversary ♡ ;") feel so much love


Halloween Party with Uni mates ;)

Made my first webpage design for assignment purpose ;)

 This was also hardcore study month & assignment month ;< But honestly i had fun being so contended everyday ;)

Ben's birthday at Garage 51 & realize they only serve beverages and dessert during that time ;< sad ben!

WengLeng's Steamboat Birthday Celebration at his house :D


Alia babe's birthday ;D

 Urbanscape'13 with HuiYing & Oli & Amanda ;)
Too bad Two Door Cinema Club couldn't turn up ;<

 Photo shooting with two of my dear friends for assignment purpose ;P

Zannie's Birthday @ Uncle Jang ;)

Sabah Trip :) Thanks to Oli! ♡ I had fun!


Keat Keat's 20th Birthday @ Subak :))

Baby boy's 21st Birthday, so different this year because we are having LDR. Glad that he likes his birthday gift hehehe!

Oasis Square with Lia Babe & Oli after our last paper!! HURRAY~

Tangkachi Night with uni mates! Soooo goood (Y)

Christmas Party with high school buddies ;)

Malacca Trip with high school buddies ;D

Daddy's Birthday on Christmas 

 Family Trip to Koh Samui 
Thailand, as always, very happening. Especially Chaweng in Koh Samui, such a party place for youngsters! Definitely will come back! Anyway, it was really nice spending time with family (:

That's the end of 2013. It definitely had it ups and downs, but i treasure them all. I've lost some of my close friends but also i've made some new ones :) & also, it is the first time for me to experience long distance relationship with my baby boo! But very glad that we are still doing really well ♡ Cant wait to be better and stronger in 2014! Cheers to a good good year everyone!