Monday, June 30, 2014

12th day




Found this on my twitter :) I had realized that I need this lil fluffy ball in my life so much since years ago.. 
It is still so strange without you at home. Our house have became very clean since the day u went away but I prefer it when mummy had to urge us to mop the floor everyday because it was too sticky everywhere. & also I have not get used to not having you sleeping with me :( miss your snoring and your breathing near right beside my ears.. ❤️ Tiamo

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Saturday


Just showered this big boy and brought him for a walk. He looked so satisfy :) 
Spotty smells like ee ee now! I was using ee ee remaining shower gel ☺️ 

Miss her so much! & I bet spotty too. 

Friday, June 27, 2014

7th day



All I Want // Kodaline 

All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
Cause if I could see your face once more
I could die a happy girl I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye
I die a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side

But if you love me
Why'd you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
And all I need is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody
Like you 

See you brought out the best of me
A part of me I've never seen
You took my soul and wiped it clean
Our love was made for movie screens

But if you love me
Why'd you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
And all I need is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody


But if you love me
Why'd you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
And all I need is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody
Like you 


What had brought me to listen to this song, that its lyrics resemble my feelings so much towards you on the 7th day. 

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

6th day



24/6
Have been staying in campus til night to rush assignments. Very productive - able to create one poster & flyer & also done my part for crisis report :)



Got home & realized I'm not the only one who feel lonely without ee ee, definitely not. I think spotty miss her so much more than me. They have been spending time together waiting for us to come home everyday :( it must be strange for him to not see ee ee for so many days :( need to love my baby boy more.

Sammy drop by to see me just now. Love him so much. & all the best for his carlsberg ad shooting! ❤️


Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Blessed


It is a blessing to know someone who loves you unconditionally and make you feel like you are the special one. After losing my baby girl, I became so emotional that I can easily burst my tears whenever I mentioned about her. Thanks to my loving boyfriend who will never get tired of me, and shower me with more loves and comfort to make me feel better. Thanks to my little sister who loves me with so many cute ways such as surprising me with cuddles and so much more. Friends who constantly cheer me up, I appreciate very much.. Especially Bon who always ask about how am I doing even though she was traveling overseas. It was really heart-warming having everyone of you. 

I still miss ee ee a lot, really glad that I took a lot of her videos and photos when she was still with us. 

Monday, June 23, 2014

Day 3 Without You


Sunday, a day when i usually stay home all day long, which is also a day i used to spend most of my time snuggling you and fooling around with you. It feels strange without my baby girl at home. Every corners of my house reminds me of her; whatever she did in specific places are still etched in my mind.

How i wish i can have you in my arms again :'(

Thursday, June 19, 2014

Heartbroken


The love of my life. She left me in the early morning today… I am really very sad…


July 2009 - June 2014

So many good memories we had together ❤️


Ee ee, I hope that you are at a better place and I believe we will meet again someday 🐻❤️🐨 


I'm very sure that this is a love that I can never let go. I will miss you so much :’(


Ee ee , rest in peace ❤️❤️❤️❤️ My love to you is eternity.