Bad Day

17.11.08
smt tat im afraid to happen finally happen..
He said byebyee to me :(
reason? he's stil immature and he dhk tat his mama was right..
can it consider a reason? :(
i refused to acc it. I asked him.. do u stil love me?
" dunno "
" i wan accurate ans "
" really DUNNO! " and sooner it bcms " NO "
here comes da tears. :(
my hands bcm cold n r trembling..
i stil believe tat we're stil in love.. I'm stil hopeful?
He said smt tat really hurt me badly..
He was trying to hurt me deep deep by tis way? He wants me to say byebye oso?

sorry..
i cant do that :)
it will only die when u tell me face to face..
now i realised that i really love him VERY VERY!
more n more each day.. I cant afford to lose him
but how? asked him to stay back? :(
its just happen too fast..really too fast ;(
its now empty inside :(
i bcm much more weaker den i thought
cheers? HARD! really hard..
face da FACT? yea.. i'm escaping myself frm it
i really dun hope that its a crush a calflove or a puppylove
i dun wan tat :(
cant sleep da whole night..
reread all da msg he sent me..
dhkin why can it change so fast?
i hope tat its just a bad dream..
but when i woke up.. it remain da same..

if i have a wish
i hope that i own a time machine
to bring me back to da past