Amazing ♥♥

one of the photos in my favourite list ♥
ps:// it is not taken today, but in this month :))

What a great day is today! Im indeed happy =D

"一起床就告訴自己﹐今天我一定會過得很好 :)"
-this is wad ive posted on twitter/fb in the morning
& im so glad it becomes true!


I had awesome day with the course mates, we had fun at the mac lab!
camwhore like siao =D
& at bout 3smt, baby came my college to fetch me up! We are going for some casting for an agency! This is my very first time :) seems so fun la
Im happy with my college, so big & so nice. Only one thing, why is it located at subang? The road is like so busy for the whole day, so confusing, we went into the wrong way twice! Anyway, we finally found our way & headed to the agency :D We talked so much along the way, though he's not comfy with his back, but he didnt show up his bad temper, ♥ muacks!
I sincerely hope that there'll be a cure for you gene :(

Reached that place, "wow" it was a realy new place!
saw some hot guys & a girl in it :D They're like real model, with fit body & nice face!
Both of us are so envy & so admire :D Both of us talk again, sharing some thoughts (mostly all related to those boys! ) HAHA! I was so happy that time, he's so kyutee :3

& finally our turn! Baby goes first!! Since he tried once before, he is so daring :D
and next my turn, i'm so surprised that im not nervous in the room, i was okay :D started shooting photos, posting around! OMG i dhk i will be looking stupid in those photos D: & finally video, by doing some expression, im looking dumb TT nevermind, take it as an experience!
** i want them to call me & hubby back for another shooting la, we need $ :P **

After everything, hubby boy drove me home, me love kacao-ing him a lot! :P
& i guess he loves it too right baby? HEHH
He came in my house, i mean it is just the garden there.. He played ball with spottyy! Spotty is so happy :D He claimed that i look better when my hair is tied up :) YEEEEEE *blush*
Mummy came back, he got so nervous!! He said he plan wad to say but at the end he said those thing he never planned :P

We both are so happy today. It is so amazing when we feel so in love :3
I love you eugene! ♥ :)

Thanks Lord.
xx

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# This is wad we should bear in mind :)

神經化

我最近很不開心
整個人很情緒化
動不動就胡思亂想
我很辛苦
不懂要找誰訴苦
我的知己太遠了
我需要一個擁抱
我需要一個人來安慰我
我需要一個人每分每秒幫助我
我需要更多的勇氣
我需要motivation
我真的很需要一個人了解我的狀況
領導我邁向對的路
我需要一個對的指引
不想再聽到責罵
不想再待在這個地方
我很害怕
我的心情很亂
我不知道我自己想什麼
我很討厭現在的自己
我一直告訴自己要撐著

林祖兒﹐這只是你長大的一個挑戰
加油
我不會放棄﹐永遠都不會

D' 2010 ♥

Holalala! I realised i have something so very important stuff not completed yet. Yea, it is my 2010 ending post. I claimed this is an important post because Ive learned a lot & experienced a lot in the 2010 year.

In short, i would like to conclude my 2010 is a hard year :)
i face a lot & a lot.. Friendship i guess i got no prob :) Family..yea i used to quarrel a lot with my parents. Studies, having a little stress due to SPM.. & relationship..that made me mad :)


school life, honestly i dont feel like leaving the high school days :(
who cares bout the stupid school rules & stuff? I will not let those small matters bother my happy school life. I've no regret of joining SQM. This club made my day, made my school life lively.

the sun burnt my face :D



since january we started skip class just to prepare for the sports day :D



we always feel proud & happy wearing the orange tee! the only pretty colour of the school tee :P



these are the awesome partners :D

Besides SQM, the school event that matter me the most is The RED HOUSE! wohoo!
I had been selected as the Ketua of House Decoration, this was like 10000* lagi stressful than being in the SPM candidates :(( LOL I worked hard with the team mates & fight for the first place :D Though the result was really dissapointing, that made me cried LOL LOL LOL anyway, im glad to know & be close with the 2010 form3 kids! they're way to awesome!!

damn nice isiit??? TT



i think i gonna miss this cute boy a lot!







although i know their main purpose is for ponteng classes, but nevermind :D
cause they rock the working period :) thanks people :))



the huby came to lend me a hand during their SPM result day :D

Next would be my dearie 4K/5K!
They are really all uniqe :) Smart yet Active, FUN!! They're wonderful people :D

the class teacher, FIRdaus :))))



chemistry teacher miss lim :D
she's very very cute, but dun play play, she's strict!!



carnival day :D



frog bisection day :D

to be continueee... <3

Cameron Highland Family Trip Part II

Here's the Part II :)

We woke up early in the morning :) Daddy & Yi Zhang went for their passion (golfing ) & we the rest stay at the place & tidy up everything before breakfast :)

the cousins :D



jia-e, zen phang & mandy :)))



went for breakfast & these two well dressed men came & joined us :D
hahaha! they're golfing maniac D:



the not so nice breakfast set D:
seriously, the only thing i enjoy eating a lot @ Cameron is steamboats!! sibeh nice :3






*yawn*
ahahahahah



chilling while waiting for the gents to clean up themselves :D
i did join in the game too! laughed until asthma D:
the game is really really fun! gonan try it with the friends nxt time :D




will be like this :D
the game is tooo chi gek :P



checked out :)
the outfit of the day!



my second aunt :D
she's wad we called "forever young" :O :O



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another great destination, BOH Tea Plantation *screams*




pale face due to the effing coooold weather D:



daddy mummy lorh :DD



dont you think im a very good photographer sometimes? :P






the place is so awesome :O
we managed to get the best place :D



dear kai ma :))






very nice buttercake that i miss a lot!









those kids must be glad to have a sister like me XD
hHAHAHAH :S



thanks me lim jia-e, for snapping down a photo of your long legs :P



my mum is so cute!!
after that we left the plantation & started our journey back to KL~



but before that, another meal :D:D
steamboat! omigosh, my fav fav fav :3
mushroom filled up the pot & so yummmmyyyy~



close up**

wheee, no photos for the following text :(
camera out of batteries! too bad D:
That's my trip to d Cameron Highland.. Not to say very fun larh, but still okay le :)
a place to relax:)

Cameron Highland family trip :D

YELLOOW! im so sorry for not undating (yeahyeah i know, ive been saying sorry for billions time, but pls forgive me k? )
I had my unpaid leave today, just went for undang test & guess wad? the thing that i freak about turned out 100% a good one, i pass with flying colours :D 47/50!!
okay, i will stop nananan-ing & start photo up the post :)

Its actually a 2 days 1 night Cameron Highland trip with my dearie family :) @ 17th & 18th Dec 2010. Believe it or not, ive totally no idea about how Cameron looks alike & the plantation there. I think the last time i went is when im stil a 3/4 years old baby? & hence, im kinda excited for the trip :D

we had breakfast @ Sri d'sara :)




junk food is a must!



daddy as the driver, mummy the assistant, me, jia-e & zen behind! :D



blue sky, me love ;)



@ the rest station with my dearie kai ma :D:D






the smart ass :)



loving them :))



heading to Tanah Rata where we stay :D



omg this is whr we live :)
RM300 for 5 families :D how nice! we just rent an apartment, which cost us only a little!
& so sorry, i've no more photos to show how pretty is the apartment, yea.."pretty"
luckily its cozy lah!



the two little cutie pie! who i adore a lot :)




someone's cutie pie and the one he/she adores :)
ps:// we're heading for food!



the outfit of the first day :D
loving the shoes!



the dearest one, we have our blood connected :)



seeeee, hottie!! im jelous :(




lunching :D
all together <3 href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/eLo85AAheusb8OOuaY6mbw?feat=embedwebsite">











im proud of them, they're way to wonderful :)



they dont look like their age, especially aunt sham!! :*(



Loveees :DD



back to our apartment & chill a lil :)
because it was raining out there


there's a great woman in every big man.










we went to Smoke House, for tea :)
the place is like so damn pretty, plants everywhere, very nice deco :D



Me & zen phang :D



we had a lot of photos there :D


dont play play,my dad was wearing a topman's top :D

























he's my grandma's life! :)



her daughters :)







my heroine :)



my kai ma :) she's pretty inside & outside!




a cup of hot choco will do :)



:D:D





the lovely couple :D



zen zen was so annoying & naughty that time, making me angry :S



we are sisters but we dont look alike :(
how good if i look like her? AHAHA



the place is pretty isnt it?














my parents, they built up my family.. prepare us good life & lead us.
i hope i can find someone like my dad who love his beloved one to the max







i think of him when i see this place, warm & cosy...




the inside :D



the sister :D



i believe that he'll attract all the girls when he grows up!
& i will teach him how to be a good man



a photo like this before leaving :D




we went to the night market at night & it was so damn crowded :D




xingti;s fav :D



the strawberry ice-stick is superb!




strawberry chocotop :P



yummy!



honey which cost us RM2 per small plate! soooo sweet or maybe i shud say, its too sweet D:







the pretty young lady :)

This is wad had happened on the first day :D
hope you guys enjoy seeing nice photos :)

i learnt it in a hard way
i hope everything will be better soon
i'm in fear, in sorrow.