im just so pissed

dammit, so wad can i do now?
consume more desserts to make the stress of mine terbalik-ed?
i just dunno why im so pissed recently, even myself hates myself FML
there're doze of chores to do, yet i got no mood and no force to do it
study? i tried hard to bump my head into the books.
im just reading. reading it without it entering my holly brain
i need some sweatings

Oppsyy :P

15th Dec 09 Tuesday

HOHOHO, today very very..err, funny? after scout thingy, reach home. Marmee laying on the sofa & suddenly she asked me " Are you in a relationship with Eugene? " oh gosh, i was thinking, why did marmeee knew..somemore, she mentioned B's name ! wow ! I think i can no longer deny that, *she asked bout it few times ago without B's name :X Heheee, i just nodded my head & show her my very shy face
Ehem, HAHAHAH! To my surprise. mummy did not scold me or nagg me anything! .___. hmmm, my parents are kinda strict, they had warned me not "couple-ing" during school though..........HAHAHAH! & now my mummy being so..GOOD to me, im real shocked ! && of coarse, so blady HAPPPYYy! macam dreaming. :D
but Daddy stil duno of coarse, abuden i'll really x__x !
wheeee, THANKS MUMMY! i love you =D

Monster vs Ling ! =D

off to jusco for a while :D
they're playing on their nails :P

16th Dec 09 Wednesday

wheee wheeee, darling went Macao ! Talked to him before he enter the aeroplane =D & so lucky i still can text him :P HEH, but he cant :( sobs!
Take Care Dear Dear!

17th Dec 09 Thursday

guess wad? at 12+ am, i got call from Macao! who's that? EugeneYeeeee ♥♥
Im so so so so so shocked to hear his voice =D HAHAHAAHAHAH
" Happy 3 Months dear ! " he said <3>

my plurkie after ur call :)

Happy 3 Months Ann baby! Though we celebrating far apart, but still, our heart stick so close together ! mwahxs!
Love you more & more as day pass :)



Afternoon, go school to help in cc preparation :) Damn pissed due to mr goh edric. He's real idiot sometimes. Annoyed ppl a lot ! not only me saying that but bunch & bunch of people! grrrr
however, im really okay after some time =D
off to tuition with xingti & ah fong by bus ! ah ma along too :) heh!!
revise the 9 chapter, differenciasion *wrongspelling i dhk*

Night, got back my camera !! I miss you so much!!
payment under me & marmeeee..sobs! my polaroid...BYEBYE,
gonna earn back the $$$ very soon!

duno what to blog now .__.
ciaos!

Im a Starfish =D

Tuesday 8.12.09

morning til noon, was in school doin scouty stuffy! =D
camp is so close right now, too many to do *AAHHH!*
night is idiotic, dun wanna talk bout that =D

i love the 2009 form5 kb-ians :)

Wednesday 9.12.09

Im okay today. Get everything clear. Think a lot, spent my whole noon with my baby.
I realized Life isnt so simple like i thought. There're loads & loads of problems come to you.
You may get hurt & feel helpless but what to do? BE STRONG. Stop crying & rise again like a starfish ! Do not make little things break you down. Just be yourself :)

Thursday 10.12.09

oh gsoh, gonna wait mummy come back. will update with photos tdy! =D
stay tuned !

Update :-
Okay, today early in the morning, bout 11am, mummy bring us to OneU =D meet kaima they all in shabu-shabu to have our very nice steamboat =D its my breakfast! hahahahaha! skip all the craps.
Me & kaka aka my sis watched Princess & the frog! the movie is so so so so freak nice! shud watch it though its a cartoon. But Disney Cartoon always the best =D

me & sister kaka :D

zenzen! :D he's handsome actually! HAHAHAHAHA

The movie :)

this is mama odie & JUJU, the snakiee :P
we got the same name .__.v

CIAOS! =D

Somehow, i hate parents being not understanding. sometimes

sometimes i wonder,
why people behave like that?

when i ask peacefully & politely
you guys will just give me the same answer,
forever the same
"NO!"
bored with it

okay fine,
its with 3 very close teacher, they leaving us & we held a party for them
in ktv in midv
im actually not so into the outing today (MONDAY)
but just.. i dun hope to get that answer in that so so so not good way
by showing me those kind of " OUT AGAIN?" face .___.

okay, due to this
my mood got bad ytd night,
its not because of the disallowing to go out but those kind of talking manner
normal people do feel like not talking & etc right? same do I
hello? you expect me to laugh around & talk like usual?
& suddenly you let out " dun ever dhk i will let you go when you place a shitty face & dont talk, i rather this kind of quiet situation whr i dun nid to listen to those noise frm you "
wtf. This really bothers me. It hurts

I just act like usual today,
parents back to granny hrs & wish them like usual
maybe they realize the situation is not right? & like ajak me to talk with them
im still being polite. I answer wad they ask me, no extra
i dhk they feel the abnormal

& mummy rmb the tuesday night BBQ that i've mention to her on saturday
& they lke suddenly automaticly ask me bout that
that time, i din feel good
what have come to my mind is
why you have to do like this?
only agree smt when im being somebody,
when i dun feel like talking to you
is that like a barter?
is that the meaning of give & take
wtf

cant you just be understanding?
yea, you guys told me
" Im understanding, if you tell me & ask me before you goin, im sure i will let you go! "
awww..forget bout that

Outing, NO!
okay i will acc it with good reason :)

"No", must be accompanied by a reasonable excuse please
dun throw me smt that i cant even acc .________.


im just crapping
DUH

.

Im so random today.
emo-ness random-ness annoying-ness
wtf




.

E-U :D

3 of Aug Monday
Did moral project today
paint the toilet door :D
its in pink now~! HEH


&&&&
my hair kena the paint for several times ==
its so darn hard to clean it
using "thin-er" somemore
hair badly damaged x-x!
sob sob

&&&& bus-stop today! :]





4 of Aug Tues
hell yea, the worse day of this week
im late again, asked to pick up rubbish ard
met ah lim, d annoying one
he pointed at me & shoo me
" u, pergi sana berdiri selama 2period " *bcz of the socks*
i dun bother bout him, continue on my rubbish picking
bcz he was scolding "kien-jien" at d same moment
after that, went chemistry lesson &&&
JunYao & Chien came forward
and told miss lim
" miss lim, encik lim wants to see joee "
damn,
just follow le, no ideas with it
met ah lim, kena scolded for the socks..again
wats' da big matter with the short socks, i stil don't know
was asked to stand on the pentas, middle of it for 1hr
form5 classes were having ceramah smt, ==?
i look like a geek standing thr with my sejarah text book
during my standing time, teachers came across & ask,
" kenapa joee? " with those kind kind face >< " teacher, TT socks luuuu.."
" ini sahaja?" ==
"yea cikgu"
fine, 1 hr passes so so slow, i had finish my bab5 sejarah ! :O
went up to office, see ah lim again,
he claimed that im not afraid of him @@ reason?
I'm loooking into his eyes whn he's talking to me!
wth, i respect u only i look at you whn u're talking man ><


5 of Aug Wednesday
WOHOOO, my fav day :]
PJ during the 1st 2 periods, like usual
play dodge ball :D
but it seems a bit diff today ,
MORE FUN, MORE ENERGY used, MORE TIRING
&&&&
MORE hurting :S
yee theng so geng lah, she hit my neck hardly with the ball T^T
damm painful :D
&& me fell down
the pile of sand ! grrrrr

d blue-black on my kneeee~!
1st time i got it, so PURPLISH
another bad news, Yanni's hp kena stolen again
this is the 2nd time :(
People, Do not leave ur HP in ur bag when u're not in the class!


6 Aug THURS
:(


7 Aug Fri
makan ice after skul with my whole gang :)
& go photo shop wash out d scouts pichas for the notice board




*ther's more important things to do now,
ciaos!*






On August 7,2009
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This Will Never Happen In Your Life For the 2nd time
do appreciate this moment
very moment

just so "..."
since i noe the truth ma :D

Hey !

Dun Ever Judge A Book By Its Cover

dont just focus on the appearance,
smt u saw may not be the truth
smt u hear may not be the truth
keep your mouth shut if u dunno anything =)

A friend of mine having lots rumors bout him
saying his bad everywhr
but
i dont really dhk so?
i noe him since long time ago
wad he did have his own reason
people was saying he LC lahh, etcetc
he's not being LC but just,
he dun like to show his expression
especially to outsiders
can this be counted, he a LC one?
NO

Another friend of mine,
having his own best boy friend
they spend most of their time with each other
& this made ppl saying they're GAY
hello?
why dont u say i & kahchuah & xingti & han & tine lessbian?
since we are so damm close?

Everyone has their own reason & thought to do things
U may not noe wats he or she doing
& it may seems bad on the surface
but,
as long as themselves noe,
thats enough

i dun give a damn to those faker
let it be XD

今天我满生气的!

因为他的一句话，

弄到我真的觉得不爽!

hello,

如果不知道事情的来龙去脉

请闭上你的狗嘴！

不要莫名奇妙地去批评

给我你那没意思的意见

现在开始懒得去向别人解释

尤其是那些在不对时间提出不对问题的朋友们

我真的不是故意去隐瞒

只是，

很懒惰去一个个报告

但是，

我真的希望你们会相信我咯

不要随随便便地批评我

我的EQ还算高吧

不太会真的去生一个人的气

可是，

今天在班真的败给你了

那种心情

伤心又生气

好想把你砍掉

但是，
现在的我

真的没什么事了 ==

只是有点难过？

原来你觉得我是那种人

算吧

Friday

For me,
open day is a really super scary thingy
reason?
my parents noe nothing bout me in school ;x
so they expect me, a good and clever one ==

its firdaus hu met my daddy
he said :
- joee's very talkative, not concentrating during class
&& i'm like LOL!
just during your lesson >< style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">pleased that my results isnt with ah lim
phew
how if its with him?
sure x___________x
" anak kamu byk degil ! stocking pendek sangat "
*sien*
stil wondering wats wrong with da short socks


6as
2bs
2Cs

gonna put effort on it